Very happy!

After 7 years of on and off TTC we have finally been blessed. I just found out so its still very early but we are both so very excited. I took a HTP yesterday and was just shocked at the results. I really was expecting a negative but had to test to be sure. I went to the dr today to have it confirmed and have my first OB apt on Jan 5th.

I called and told my parents who are just ecstatic and just in as much shock as we are. I mean we have wanted this for so long and now that its happened its very surreal. I am worried about miscarrying but at the same time I am praying that God won't put me through that. For once in my life my body will be normal and act normal.

Then there is a part of me that I feel bad for being happy because I know there are others who are struggling or recently suffered a lost. I know I know I shouldn't feel bad since we have struggled for so long.

I had signs but put them off as getting my period. And its weird because now that I know I am I am more noticing of the signs that I am experienceing..lol yeah I know weird.

Anyways I off to do some reading. I am so cold and just want to curl up under the blanket and chill.

mad love Tanya

Wednesday Madness

Well lets see it has just been crazy busy around here. My enchilada shells were a huge hit, however the pics didn't turn out so well. Oh well though maybe next time...lol

Over the weekend Josh went shopping for Christmas and looks like he did good. He likes to play it down and act like its no big deal. I have him completely done now (well I think..lol) I know I can't spend any more on him or he will get bugged by it. But I have a few more items just waiting on them to come so I can wrap them.

I have a busy rest of the week with school. Then I will be able to get a nice 2 week break from class. I so very much need it.

Today I have to fit in some cleaning and prepare the chicken for tonights supper. We are having chicken pot pie one of my favorite dishes so can't wait..lol

And have I mentioned its cold! I mean its nice compared to being in MN last winter but dang this weather sucks..lol its nice then its cold. Wish mother nature would make up her mind.

Anways I have a few calls I need to make so I better run and start my day.